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[nike_ravus]

 I'm taking the GREs today, and i feel like i'm going to puke.  Was reading CM recaps to distract myself, unfortunately looking at pictures of PB did not calm me down.  I *hate* having crushes, and celebrity crushes make me feel pathetic.

I should probably be studying furiously, but i feel like yuck.  I've been in limbo too long and i need to get out of it.  Graduating college really blows.  i don't recommend it.  Stay in for as long as possible.

Wrote a bunch of notes for Emily's Notebooks yesterday, while i was supposed to be studying for the GREs.  Maybe working on that will calm me down, but i doubt it.

Self mutilation sounds attractive right now.  Fuckity fuckity fuck.

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[nike-ravus.livejournal.com]

I survived, thank god, not too great but not too shabby either. Cried a lot in the car home with my dad, who was like, "meh, i did better than you on the verbal, even though i took it when it was an entirely different test, don't remember my exact score and it was 9 years after college, not 1." a**hole.